Why Do You Think I Am So Horrible At My Job (burnout Or Psyche Problems?)?

I’ve been in this stressful field for 15 years & was at my last company for seven years. I got written up at it for being poor at customer service once and being behind in everything I do. I do not goof off at work. I’ve always been behind in my work, though. I used to goof off a lot though a few years ago. I have bipolar, depression & anxiety taking meds and seeing a counselor for this. I was just diagnosed with ADHD, but I think I could be misdiagnosed as I never had this problem when I was seven and below. At the temp job I was just at for a month, I was laid off because I was too nervous, had poor time management, was scattered, asked too many questions over and over and asked ones that I should know the answer to based on my years of experience. A few years ago I didn’t really have a memory problem like I do now. Why do you think I am so horrible at my occupation now? I’m on disability now (not Social Security) because of all of this. I have to stay in this field because if I make anything lower, I won’t be able to pay my mortgage. Thx.